Going beyond......wow a full house

March 2, 2013 is just another day here at the Morales Home. Kids running around, Daughter out shopping for her three sons. Due to the economy we decide to move into home together. My two adult sons. My daughter her three sons ages nine, three, and two. Oh my word I almost left out Luca the Bulldog who thinks he is a child. I use to be frighten of big dogs but Luca grew up around me since he was a baby. I guess that is why I am not scared of him.

Some days it is hard living together being disabled I am mostly in bed typing away now because I got a laptop thank you to my daughter she is allow flex pay...lol. I really miss working I was looking forward to working and having money for my husband and I to travel weekends...but Kidney Cancer is no joke. If I worked and someone came in with a cold I would end up sick. Before I found out what was wrong with me I missed work every week. I was the first to go when layoffs were handed out. Wow I was not surprised I was the first to go. To bad the doctors found the Cancer after I was laid off. Oh well life goes on...

Back to the living situation. It is crazy so many different personalities after 25 years of marriage I don't know how to handle some situations. I pray sometimes all day as I am knitting. We have grown older together and differences occur but marriage is a daily job and I need to start praying that our marriage not become routine or stressful. Being disabled is stressful all we can do is pray that we end the race with a smile.

In 2009 Doctors said I had a year to live to get my affairs in order. I couldn't accept that and didn't I told the Doctor God is not done with me yet. I still had a sixteen year old son he needed me. I knew God would heal me I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that God is healing me daily. It is hard to get going but I go...the pain some times is horrible but I pray and know that God has healed me. My weight went from 198 to 103 pounds within three months or so...I was scared a little I started juicing veggies and fruits with Ginger root. I called it eleven dollar juice...lol but it worked I am a steady 150 which is great. Having one kidney has its down falls like I am cold all the time freezing. I layer my clothing my husband laughs and says I am Peptos girlfriend in the movie LIFE STINKS it is a comedy. We joke about the things that happen as you grow into the golden years like sneezing in public can be dangereous carry a diaper bag...lol. I simple passing of gas can lead to an accident I was talking to my cousin whom I love very much and we were discussing how it is being single as a senior citizen. She is single and beautiful inside and outside farts and all. We were discussing our most embrassing moments and laughing till tears fell. Laughter makes the best medicine. well enough rambling I now have a laptop so blogging daily it is