RANDOM THOUGHTS AS I HEAL.....

Growing up you dream of your career path. I wanted to be a nurse but ended up in Business. Life turns unexpectly sometimes. I loved Business. Loved the Daily challenges. Meeting goals. Beating deadlines. As a career woman you have To stay focused. It is hard when you Have children to Balance your time. I missed many scho ol functions and ceramonies. Life is Difficult in 2009 I was dx. With kidney Cancer. I have written my thoughts on that but I am forced to slow Down. I wish I Could go back to work and provide for our Needs. I do what I can I get tired just making dinner. My days are not routine my routines depends on my pain level. I am not in control I Can't do daily activities so I Give up. I begin To give In..praying and seeking God on my bed. NOT ASKING Why Me? Praying what Can I do to make Things better in my community? I Have many ideas HOPE FOR SANGER NOW is definitely in when I am Well I will donate time. The senior center is an Excellent place for education and history. I am beginning to blog daily my thoughts and desires. Keeping everything lock Up don't help. I am making a new career to Fill my time..lol in between grandchildren and children...eecckkk. All this To Say Thru illness, having everything and Having nothing, losing is Gaining in life experience. Which may or May not encourage others. I pray to Enourage others and up lift my fellow man. I loved being in Business not the Stress. I Should of started a home Business and home schooled my children. That was Not an option. I Was able To keep my sons in private school. Wish I could have been home for my Daughters in High School. I had to Work. I am Blessed With children who do What must be done. They are loved Deeply. This Woman may be Gone one day but my thoughts will live On....... Nana Roberta