THE WAITING GAME =/

Going beyond again....how many out there live an. Uncertain life? I mean you Live but there are Days you stay in bed or Couch due to illness? I just have 20 tubes of blood for testing removed. Now the waiting begins. I know if it Is serious they will call before....it is the Waiting. I pray and put the Situation In God's hands but I am human I Worry, worry about My family My Husband, children and grandchildren. I Want them to be secure with Their lives or atleast heading That way. Atleast I feel better Than Last Year. I wore a Sweater and sweats all summer. This year I have been warm and I am putting air in my Tires today need To ride tired Of walking. Today I wish I Could Get on the rural bus and go to Fresno to see a Movies And eat maybe tomorrow. I want To work again I asked My doctor She said the stress will Kill me...=/ ok now what I am only 50 yrs Old. Now make crafts And Sell them....hoping people buy!