she could only whisper but he heard!!!!

she was young beautiful, smart IQ over 133 that was at 12 yrs of age. She was a Mexican beauty, brown eyes, long hair, big eyes and full lips, light skinned that was flawless. Her mother showed her how to care for her body. She didn't see what others did she thought she was ugly, worthless and worse. She never understood this feelings. She loved others and would get her feeling hurt easily. She thought everyone was like her and her perfect bubble. Her home was full of laughter as a child, her mom would make cookies and kool-aid all the neighborhood kids would be over. she lived in a rural area everyone knew everyone if she was doing donuts in the field someone would call her mom...and their were many calls she like going fast the Chevolet 1970 5 miles on the odometer her mom would always say....they loved that car her mother was never healthy she was diabetic in 1976 insulin three times daily. She now understood why she had to learn to cook at five, clean the house everyday before school but she was also a free spirit use to having her own way. She became resentful...then ashamed how could she feel this way this woman was her mother she would do anything for her. She always went to church and had a best friend who was always by her side since before they hit ten. They were like two peas in a pod. She fit into her family perfectly and the great thing was she lived next door.

At about 8yrs of age or so they began jumping the grapevines that divided their homes in the middle of the night. Her friend had a large family and they worked hard for what they had. They were soul mates from day one. They never attended school together because she was 2 yrs older than her best friend. She was always a little younger minded as far as life than the other children. Her life was Mom Dad and her. Her dad bought her a horse for her seventh birthday named Nellie, Nellie lived in her back yard, a short time later daddy bought her a lamb name Freddie. They had a House full of beautiful Canaries that her father breed and sold from home. She love to sit an listen to them sing how something so little sounded so sweet. She had a apricot tree she loved to sit in and they were the sweetest apricots ever. She had a loquat tree (need to check the spelling) they were sweet the memories. He dad put ever fruit in the backyard. He had a way with growing things a perfect sweet green thumb. She could remember the taste of those fruits from those trees way into her 50's she would sometime giggle and remember the time box with favorite pictures, toys, notes, in lunch boxes. One was the Partrige family, The Brady bunch so many more she was always digging. The news showed time capsules being buried for the future so she buried a lot of them...Lol. Whoever lives there now will find silly notes from a little girl that had everything she ever wanted. She was loved more than anyone could imagine. She was happy then....but school was another thing she was bullying and her best friend was younger and tougher she was scared. She meet a new friend about that time and she helped her..alot of girls didn't like her cause she dress like a little girl in Jr. high she was to small to wear the new stuff she worn little girl size in high school or and lets not forget the slim....lol she was skinny...
she had to learn how to be tough skinned because she would cry easy kids targeted her one girl pretended to be her friend wrote notes to each other like girls do but that girl threw her letters in school everyone read them. she was hurt devastate all the boys that she thought was cute ask her to be their boyfriend. she just cried she would never trust like that again. Her life after that was not fun she had the worse six grade and jr. high years ever. She started high school and hated it even more the work was easy that was not it to many people. she only showed up on Fridays is she aced all the tests she would still average a B and would not get in trouble....

All thru this she would pray and ask God for Direction as her life progressed she saw that although she whispered he heard and carried her just like FOOT PRINTS IN THE SAND!