I finally gathered the courage to read about the chemo pill I am receiving. It is to slow the Cancer down it is target therapy. It targets the bad cells or sometimes the good ones and kills them. It only Slows it down, the type of Cancer I have it is already slow but I also have a nodule on my lung small but with this persistant cough I should let him know or make him aware of the problem.
Anywho this drug is to slow it down not cure it. I see the doctor tomorrow and I will ask him all the question I have. I have good function of the one kidney but now use in having good function if I have cancer still. I believe it is gone I have a peace about that. I know I need to do it to make sure but do it really, what if I am doing more harm that good? It is hard to say I wish we had money enough so we could live well. Like we could go to Europe and check out what they are doing for cures of Cancer? They use a lot of alternative medicine.
I am concerned with the wear on my kidney if I continue the medication. I believe I am healed already, I received a word from the Lord saying to pick up my bed and walk by faith I am healed. I refuse to live like I am dying.
My mother was not educated but she learned about what I needed to eat to bring up my iron I was always anemic as a child. She gave me Geritol it tasted nasty, she make me protein shakes I loved those! She made the best liver and onions I know not everyone loves it but I do that was a dish my mom and I would love to share together. She did everything she could to prevent me from getting sick. I did not take care of myself, I forgot that the doctor had told me I would have to watch out for kidney cancer. I was about 12 yrs old then.
I try not to think about this to much, it is not good for me. I will remain positive, standing in faith, filled with the Joy of the Lord. I have my feet shroud with the preparation of Faith. When I get up in the Morning it will be a new day I will go to the doctor and listen to their recommendation knowing that the LORD MY GOD is speaking thru them In Jesus Name. Amen. This Doctor treating the cancer is a good doctor, he feels bad because I been telling him for a year already that it was back I was getting sick like before but he thought because if was over five years I was in the clear and he was wrong. Now I must put my faith in the Lord totally, I feel as if I am just floating thru life, like someone else is doing the driving. It must be my Lord, these are the times he carries us, when we don't know what to do, when fear is there but your FAITH is STRONGER. These are the time we must let go and let God trusting he has it all planned out. Hoping that you will be around to see your grandchildren get married and have children. I pray my husband and I live a long life together. We both have had hurts that burrowed down in our hearts. Only now are we beginning to heal and feel happy Lord give us Happiness together if nothing else, Fill our home with your JOY, your Understanding, Your Love Your Life Your Direction. Lord I am your servant I am not much but I am here. Thank you for your healing Power.
Some of you who read this will think another flake, it is alright everyone is allowed their own opinion and feelings. If we didn't think and feel different we would be a boring people. If I offend you I am sorry. If I have encourage you in anyway AMEN!! If I helped you thru the moment Praise the Lord. Good Night and God Bless !!!!
~~~~~~~~Nana~~~~~~~~
Anywho this drug is to slow it down not cure it. I see the doctor tomorrow and I will ask him all the question I have. I have good function of the one kidney but now use in having good function if I have cancer still. I believe it is gone I have a peace about that. I know I need to do it to make sure but do it really, what if I am doing more harm that good? It is hard to say I wish we had money enough so we could live well. Like we could go to Europe and check out what they are doing for cures of Cancer? They use a lot of alternative medicine.
I am concerned with the wear on my kidney if I continue the medication. I believe I am healed already, I received a word from the Lord saying to pick up my bed and walk by faith I am healed. I refuse to live like I am dying.
My mother was not educated but she learned about what I needed to eat to bring up my iron I was always anemic as a child. She gave me Geritol it tasted nasty, she make me protein shakes I loved those! She made the best liver and onions I know not everyone loves it but I do that was a dish my mom and I would love to share together. She did everything she could to prevent me from getting sick. I did not take care of myself, I forgot that the doctor had told me I would have to watch out for kidney cancer. I was about 12 yrs old then.
I try not to think about this to much, it is not good for me. I will remain positive, standing in faith, filled with the Joy of the Lord. I have my feet shroud with the preparation of Faith. When I get up in the Morning it will be a new day I will go to the doctor and listen to their recommendation knowing that the LORD MY GOD is speaking thru them In Jesus Name. Amen. This Doctor treating the cancer is a good doctor, he feels bad because I been telling him for a year already that it was back I was getting sick like before but he thought because if was over five years I was in the clear and he was wrong. Now I must put my faith in the Lord totally, I feel as if I am just floating thru life, like someone else is doing the driving. It must be my Lord, these are the times he carries us, when we don't know what to do, when fear is there but your FAITH is STRONGER. These are the time we must let go and let God trusting he has it all planned out. Hoping that you will be around to see your grandchildren get married and have children. I pray my husband and I live a long life together. We both have had hurts that burrowed down in our hearts. Only now are we beginning to heal and feel happy Lord give us Happiness together if nothing else, Fill our home with your JOY, your Understanding, Your Love Your Life Your Direction. Lord I am your servant I am not much but I am here. Thank you for your healing Power.
Some of you who read this will think another flake, it is alright everyone is allowed their own opinion and feelings. If we didn't think and feel different we would be a boring people. If I offend you I am sorry. If I have encourage you in anyway AMEN!! If I helped you thru the moment Praise the Lord. Good Night and God Bless !!!!
~~~~~~~~Nana~~~~~~~~
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