Today was a repeat of yesterday, The pharmacist Tran at Walgreens was rude she is at the West and Hernadon in Fresno California. Do I recommended you use her. In My opinion No!!! She is Kim Tran is she is the pharmacist be prepared to lose your dignity. When you are ill with what could be a terminal disease, you find out that this disease has been in you most of your life. It just did not grow fast. The headaches, fatigue, moody, short and confused. Doctors made me feel like I was crazy because I was young with so much pain they thought I just want drugs. I was beginning to think that myself. I began doubting myself putting up with Medical Assistants who would work on my refills say oh you are getting headaches because of the pain pill, you are throwing up because you are kicking pain medication. I had a tumor on my adrenal gland for years as I said I have a slow cancer. I just feel like feel bad all the time.
this is the medication is what I will be taking the benefits for most people has been successful
NexAvar Success Rate!
I pray it is successful for me. I look forward to going to the park with my grandchildren, camping on the beach and flying kites. Riding four wheelers on the dunes. I want to take my crafts on the road selling at beaches and mountain areas where the cold is booties, scarfs, baby blankets, beanies, hats and more. Yarn and fiber has been my escape Thu this nightmare
I called my primary care about my medication for my stomach and Cough, she said oh you only have this insurance I had to correct her and tell her I have three insurances and she was not contacting the correct one. I gave her my id number and let her know had she taken my call one time in the last month or even returned my call she would have had the correct information to submit. I was really hurt because I trust these people and they are treating me as if I am nothing. I don't like feeling that way helpless, unable to explain to someone because they think you are on drugs so you know nothing. I don't take the prescribed amount for that reason. I make them last past the date. This month was different because of the increase pain, and my doctor increase my amount I did not ask him. He knows once I start the medication NexAvar I maybe in more pain. My hips hurt so bad, my back feels like it is breaking in half and my legs have these bumps that hurt on them, then they go away and a hard bump and bruise stays. I need to show the doctor.
I thought I would share this with you because Kidney Cancer happens this link
Early Signs of Kidney Cancer be aware of your body and how you feel. Try not to take medication only if ness. no need to suffer, Being ill is not easy especially when you are young looking.
I am 51 years old with end stage kidney failure, Kidney cancer and some more stuff, I thank God because the kidney I have that has no adrenal gland It is working like a CHAMP!!!! The pain after the radiation was not easy it was difficult. God carried me Thu I was taking less medication I could take up to 60 mg a day plus 30mg of quick release. I didn't take the quick release I may if I need them later. I was taking 40 mg most days .which is below the amount prescribe she wanted me to wait two months to refill because she read the date wrong. I am not going to lie after almost three day with no Extended pain relief I was crying, my body starts shaking no not visibly but I can feel it, it is painfully uncomfortable. I was like that almost three days. If I was a druggie I would have run to get a shot at the Emergency room. When you are ill and these things happen to you it cause you to stress out in hurts your healing process, it can bring your mental health to a confusion, I truly was ready to just stop treatment and deal with whatever comes. My husband is who changed my mind, he loves me. I know I am doing a lot of venting but I have to get my tooth pulled now and I pray all go well. The Cc are said they have a dentist who will do it for me if all else fails, it is that I should have started the NexaVar since last Thursday. I need to move my appointment scheduled with the PA for two weeks after I start the meditation. I need seven day to heal from my tooth being pulled. I just finished radiation on April 28, 2014. So much has happened this year. Physically, mentally, emotionally and with my extended family.
The best news if I was able to clear up all the insurance problems I will have life insurance just in case, I am also arranging for my cremation and Celebration. I don't want to be buried or view. I would like a memorial celebrating the woman I am, the mother I want to be always, the wife I am, the daughter I am, I want a small service. Unless me kids want different but I prefer small. My mom passed away in 2001 she was 59 yrs. old. she passed from complications due to diabetes. Things happen. I hope tomorrow is not as stressful as today I pray they pull my tooth without a problem and it heals quickly, I start the medication, they found out I am healed not more cancer! No I don't want much....lol God Bless and follow my blog and my Cancer adventure. I am hoping to start posting for stuff like me living. Being ill is not easy you lose your dignity because people don't have compassion for situations. I understand there are those out there that abuse the system that hurts the people who are truly sick. I pray people just stop stupidity. If I had to live over and I was given health I would not take pills, I would eat better like I do now. I would never drink or experiment. I would of went to college but still had all my children. Life didn't give me health, God gave me Faith Thur circumstances I am grateful for the lessons he has taught me.
I raised seven wonderful children, and I have my favorite nieces and nephews, I love my Manuel and Choppies. I love my Tricia, Felisha, and April and Nenie and Chickie those are the ones I was close to. Helen, Frances, Jesse, and Joey are like my siblings my parents always had extra children living with us. GoodNIght God Bless you all!
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