Now the pharmacies have me as a druggy cause the Doctor keeps changing my dosages and I am taking in new prescriptions, I use to live in a small town and everyone know everyone. Now I live in Fresno and these people are mean they are different here. I am use to small town living.
Needless to say even tho the doctor say I am to have a medication the pharmacies can say NO. so I have no pain medications. Until 5 more day even tho 15 days ago the doctor changed my dosage.
I don't like pain medication it just causes problems, maybe I should not do the chemo maybe this is just all to much. I get so stressed out and I have no one to help me. My husband doesn't step in unless I flip out. Today was a flip out and cry day. I am not sad cause I am sick I am frustrated that someone with a terminal illness, with insurance and cash has to go thru so much stress just to complete their treatment. there should be an easier way. people with terminal illnesses should have a totally different pharmacy. One will compassion it is so nerve wrecking when you cant get your medication. Even your life saving ones. I even have a problem getting the medication that replaces my adrenal glands. because they are steroids really, I just am trying to live people. I wish I could scream but it will do no good. I can even start my medication until they pull my broken tooth. that is another frustrating problem I have an appointment on Thursday I am praying they pull it so I can start as soon as my tooth heals, I am just really getting discouraged..i am praying and asking God for strength not to get angry, another thing I cant even get my medication I need for treatment. Also my Doctor never returns my calls I quit really I am at the point of going crazy. I have been fighting with my insurance since June 2013 having to pay 700 dollars a month for treatment of any kind. Do you think one of those doctors office would return the money as quickly as they took it. It has been two months. since we requested the money back. Insurances will fight you but you have to fight back they take your premiums. well keep me in your prayer because everything seems to be falling apart including my heart right now. I thought my doctors cared but they don't and neither do their staff a doctors office is a business you are a dollar bill. it is sad even if your family is apart of the office they will not help you. I can understand waiting a couple of weeks for a pre authorization but it will almost be a month. As I said please keep me in your prayers. I don't know if anyone read this. it really doesn't matter it is for me anyhow. I will be post a couple of reviews and a giveaway soon I just need my head on right God bless you all.
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