Going Beyond ...Radiation day 12 Whoop WHoop Half way point!

We have reached the half way point with the Radiation treatment. I told myself I would be honest I feel great, just a lot of pain...lol. It is to be expected. Dr. Monson my radiologist seen me right away and said if the pain continued I would need a CAT scan. I can not believe how good they treat you there. Is it that you have a TERMINAL ILLNESS. There I said it. I don't know, does it really matter as long as you feel good about yourself and stay positive. Ccare has a high rate of wins. The progress in kidney Cancer is amazing, I have one kidney and beside a little tired and pain I feel great better than I have in decades. I can say that since I am 50 plus years ssh don't tell no one my kids think I am 25 years old still...lol. God has carried me Thu this nightmare that is all I can relate it to. The thought of having to hurt my family breaks my heart. You see it don't matter about me I will be fine God has always been my best friend. He always hears me when I am happy, sad, scared, joyful, hopeful, blessed and more. Being raised as only child made it easy to talk to God about everything. My babysitter Wanda Cash took care of me and taught me what the Love of God was. I called her Wanga, I love her dearly, she was my sunday school teacher I stayed in her Preschool class for three years. I was attached to her...lol. I accepted Jesus in my heart at 5 years of age and I was filled with the Holy Ghost. I didn't understand it then but I accept it now. Life has been a blessing for me. I was adopted my two of the most lovable people ever. Yes my mom and I went thru the Teenage years. I am glad my mother never gave up on me. I should of been a better daughter. She was ill and lived with obesity, diabetes, and congestive heart failure. Her kidneys failed and she lived on dialysis the last 5 years of her life. She left us at 59 years old she would of be 60 in 2001. I realize how strong she was to deal with kidney illness takes alot out of you, she was brave and never gave up. I am so proud of her. I miss her everyday. I thank God I had her in my life it is because of how she showed me to live I can.