there are times in your life when it is world wind, nothing in it's place chaos of life, scatter in every corner of your mind. You begin to question and wonder what if. Then you snap out of it and Thank God for another day of feeling great. I thank God for the word he spoke to my heart. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!!! I have some changes to make. I need to stop taking two steps forward and four steps back. I have proceed to focus on a future with my family one of happiness, of Faith most of all Love. Love in a family means being there for one another. I have some deep changes to make. I am easy to stop, freeze, get stuck in my tracks should something disrupt me for my way of thinking. I now realize I have no control over the outcome of my life. what I do have is faith, I will have a life. That when met my maker 100 yrs from now I can say I strive for a life that solely relied upon the Lord. God has loved me beyond measure I have survived many bad things, Live to remember many good things,I will continue to strive to be what God wants me to be. I am not perfect just forgiven. I make mistakes many everyday, but I dust off my knees and start again, I find comfort in prayer and mediation. I find comfort in loving God. I don't consider myself religious nor a bible thump er. Because I am not I am only saved by Grace by faith by his love. Gods love is deep he gave his only son. His only child! It sounds crazy but if this were not true I don't know how I can explain the things I have seen, the miracle that have happen in my life, in my families life over and over and over again. There is a God! He is real! He lives and because he lives we can face tomorrow. Because he lives all fear is Gone! amen love that song! remember singing it as A church I am not going to write about denomination I want to keep my mind on Jesus! Jesus the sweetest name I know. I don't know about you but when I say Jesus I receive a sweep of joy! Jesus Jesus say it like you mean it huh, I could start saying Jesus my King Jesus my Redeemer, Jesus my Life, Jesus my Hope, Jesus the sweetest name I know. You say what does that have to do with Cancer with Radiation, everything If I didn't have my faith to hold on to, If I don't have Jesus to hold on to then I would be lost. I love the Lord not because I am in poor health but because he loves me, he favors me. How can you say this you have had Cancer three times. Twice on your kidneys you only have one kidney. How can you say he favors you? I can because I am not in pain this minute, and it is tolerable I am still alive with a working half of kidney and who knows maybe the adrenal gland is working also. I am with my family and loved ones or thinking of them. Praying for them. Pleading the blood of Jesus over my family for God to perform Healing and protections. Have Cancer once is scary but three times you kinda of get numbed out. I am not scared i realize it is serious. Bright side they caught it early. I don't want to cause my family any more pain. I will beat this I is not an option to quit. Should God see fit to heal me Gloriously and Most graciously i am not afraid i know where i am going and who i will be running too with no pain Jesus. It would be silly for me to write how much i love the Lord then when it comes down to the nitty gritty (like my daddy says) you say i am scared. I want to live a long life with my husband. Growing old and grey together with his and hers rocking chairs. With a twinkle of hope in our eyes, and our Hearts filled with love. I want to live to see my grandchildren grow and graduate high school. My oldest granddaughter is going to be 15. I want to see her go to college, get married, work, be successful. My second granddaughter will be 14 I have so much to live for. My youngest sons have not even found that one girl yet. I am holding on and i still have a peace in my heart. They kind that only God can give. Hope, Love, Laugh and Live. those four words cover many things hope can mean faith, Mercy many words or feelings, Love can mean many different kinds of love, Laughing can be done at anytime. Living you do it everyday. I thank God for so many things that have happen to me that have made me into the women i am today. Good or Bad it had an impression on my life and shaped me God turned everything around for the Greater Good of God. I am his vessel I have prayed this many times. I must stand on faith believe i am healed either way i am. If you have any thoughts or comment please feel free to comment and join my following. Follow me Thu my Ccare Journey!
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Sunday, April 13, 2014
Going Beyond.... Radiation weekend three Thoughts and wonders
there are times in your life when it is world wind, nothing in it's place chaos of life, scatter in every corner of your mind. You begin to question and wonder what if. Then you snap out of it and Thank God for another day of feeling great. I thank God for the word he spoke to my heart. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!!! I have some changes to make. I need to stop taking two steps forward and four steps back. I have proceed to focus on a future with my family one of happiness, of Faith most of all Love. Love in a family means being there for one another. I have some deep changes to make. I am easy to stop, freeze, get stuck in my tracks should something disrupt me for my way of thinking. I now realize I have no control over the outcome of my life. what I do have is faith, I will have a life. That when met my maker 100 yrs from now I can say I strive for a life that solely relied upon the Lord. God has loved me beyond measure I have survived many bad things, Live to remember many good things,I will continue to strive to be what God wants me to be. I am not perfect just forgiven. I make mistakes many everyday, but I dust off my knees and start again, I find comfort in prayer and mediation. I find comfort in loving God. I don't consider myself religious nor a bible thump er. Because I am not I am only saved by Grace by faith by his love. Gods love is deep he gave his only son. His only child! It sounds crazy but if this were not true I don't know how I can explain the things I have seen, the miracle that have happen in my life, in my families life over and over and over again. There is a God! He is real! He lives and because he lives we can face tomorrow. Because he lives all fear is Gone! amen love that song! remember singing it as A church I am not going to write about denomination I want to keep my mind on Jesus! Jesus the sweetest name I know. I don't know about you but when I say Jesus I receive a sweep of joy! Jesus Jesus say it like you mean it huh, I could start saying Jesus my King Jesus my Redeemer, Jesus my Life, Jesus my Hope, Jesus the sweetest name I know. You say what does that have to do with Cancer with Radiation, everything If I didn't have my faith to hold on to, If I don't have Jesus to hold on to then I would be lost. I love the Lord not because I am in poor health but because he loves me, he favors me. How can you say this you have had Cancer three times. Twice on your kidneys you only have one kidney. How can you say he favors you? I can because I am not in pain this minute, and it is tolerable I am still alive with a working half of kidney and who knows maybe the adrenal gland is working also. I am with my family and loved ones or thinking of them. Praying for them. Pleading the blood of Jesus over my family for God to perform Healing and protections. Have Cancer once is scary but three times you kinda of get numbed out. I am not scared i realize it is serious. Bright side they caught it early. I don't want to cause my family any more pain. I will beat this I is not an option to quit. Should God see fit to heal me Gloriously and Most graciously i am not afraid i know where i am going and who i will be running too with no pain Jesus. It would be silly for me to write how much i love the Lord then when it comes down to the nitty gritty (like my daddy says) you say i am scared. I want to live a long life with my husband. Growing old and grey together with his and hers rocking chairs. With a twinkle of hope in our eyes, and our Hearts filled with love. I want to live to see my grandchildren grow and graduate high school. My oldest granddaughter is going to be 15. I want to see her go to college, get married, work, be successful. My second granddaughter will be 14 I have so much to live for. My youngest sons have not even found that one girl yet. I am holding on and i still have a peace in my heart. They kind that only God can give. Hope, Love, Laugh and Live. those four words cover many things hope can mean faith, Mercy many words or feelings, Love can mean many different kinds of love, Laughing can be done at anytime. Living you do it everyday. I thank God for so many things that have happen to me that have made me into the women i am today. Good or Bad it had an impression on my life and shaped me God turned everything around for the Greater Good of God. I am his vessel I have prayed this many times. I must stand on faith believe i am healed either way i am. If you have any thoughts or comment please feel free to comment and join my following. Follow me Thu my Ccare Journey!
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